You don't realize how much you appreciate your own mother until you have children. I have a newfound love and respect for my parents--even though I was the angel child:) I just blamed literally everything on Randy and Travis and my parents bought it! (kidding--sort of)
I keep telling myself to "cherish these moments"--even at 1, 3, 4:30 in the morning--to cherish these times in my heart. Really hard to do that sometimes! William is little over 4 months old and is getting a bit easier. He is not my cuddlebug like Charlie was and still is. William is super nosy and wants to look around at everything, stand up and just be busy! He likes to be held, but only if you will walk him around so he can be nosy! This child has a set of lungs too--but then he cracks this absolute precious grin with dimples and I just melt!
Charlie is still in 3 hours of therapy- twice a week. He is crawling and pulling up everywhere, and is walking in a walker. He is still not eating (hence the feeding therapy), but I am hoping once he gets more teeth he will understand chewing. He can't be a Clayton/Speck and not know how to eat! Come on dude!
More kisses from Charlie--he is super sweet to Will. I call him my "little rhino" cause he just puts his head down to kiss anyone. Thank goodness there is no horn at the end or Will would be in trouble!
We went for a wagon ride at Grana and Popper's house--he totally hated it at first,,,
But then spotted a bird and the world was right again:)
My little 4 month old Will--look at those dimples!! Ridiculously cute.
"Little Rhino" strikes again...
"Eating" Jell-o pudding...
Papa and William are good buddies..
We celebrated Nana's birthday outside..such a pretty day!
I think Will is getting used to "Rhino" kisses...his doesnt look quite as terrified as he used to! 
I am hoping my next post will be one of restful nights! I cant wait to cherish those nights! 
